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LINKIN PARK - IN THE END.
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It starts with one thing/ I don´t know why
It doesn´t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind/ I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All i know
The time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It´s so unreal
Didn´t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on/ but didn´t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried/
It all fell apart
What it meant to me/ will eventually/ be a memory/
of a time when

I tried so hard
and got so far
In the end
it doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
In the end
it doesn't even matter

One thing/ I don´t know why
It doesn´t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind/ I designed this rhyme
to remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me/
I´m surprised
It got so (far)
Things aren´t the way the were before
You wouldn´t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried/
It all fell apart/ what it meant to me/ will eventually/
be a memory/of a time when

I tried so hard
and got so far
In the end
it doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
In the end
it doesn't even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
and for all this
There´s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
and got so far
In the end
it doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
In the end
it doesn't even matter

BY MYSELF - LP
Ich leibe dieses Lied. Ich hör's 20 mal am Tag.
*schonauswendigkenn*

What do I do to ingore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I
sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I
try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily façade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself
I ask why, but in my mind I find
I can't rely on myself

I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

If I
Turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'll
Take from me till everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer

By myself
I ask why, but in my mind I find
I can't rely on myself

I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

How do you think
I've lost so much
I'm so afraid
I'm out of touch
How do you expect
I will know what to do
When all I know
Is what you tell me to

Don't you know
I can't tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can't seem to convince myself why
I'm stuck on the outside

I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in